DANGERS OF MASTURBATION....episode 4

She was my relative, so I thought it was something bad to have, sex with her.

My mind told me to let go, but my sexual urges kept pressurizing me to sleep with her.

She woke again, and said what?...what is it. Leave me then she left me.

She was under the influence of sleep, so I don't know if she knew what she was saying.

She sat down on the bed and told me to, go to my room but I kept touching her, she told me to stop touching her but the urge was much on me.
That wicked pressure never left me until she shouted.

My mum came into the quest room, and asked Joy, what was the problem. She said, I was touching her. My mum turn and faced me then she said "James but I told you to sleep in your room and why are you touching your senior sister?. This was how I was disgraced that night.

Regrets were all in my mind, throughout the next day. But after then this urge kept pushing me.

A week after that incident, I nearly raped one girl in my neighborhood.
That day after watching porn, I felt like masturbating. I masturbated over an hour, it was really unusual.

While I was masturbating, I never knew what took my eye outside my house through the window. Where I saw a girl that was urinating, I quickly ran outside and did as if I wanted to urinate.

I went close to her and brought out my man, so that I can seduce her. It almost worked but she was not actually in agreement.

One man came from no where and I was embarrassed because the girl was telling me to shift.

It got to the extent that i could not stay a day without masturbating.

I needed to break out from this veal that is holding me captive......join us next time for the next episode and check out for any episode you missed.

Causes of masturbation are;
1. Sexual urge; its just common and natural so you just have to control it.
2. Romantic music
3. Romantic novels: most of the girls who masturbate attributed romantic novels and books as the cause.
4.porn
5. Thought; don't think about experimenting sex or you will end up masturbating.

Negative effects of masturbation
1. Embarrassment & disgrace
2. Rape: most people who Masturbate end up raping.
3. Health problem: after masturbating, one can be moved to have sex, and during sexual intercourse , one can contract STDs.
4. Bad name

In the next episode you will see the solutions to masturbation...Thanks for reading.