Monday 25 July 2016

DANGERS OF MASTURBATION....episode 2

Immediately Jessica left my house with anger.

The urge for sex kept rising as the day went by, so I decided to source for a solution. I decided to share the situation to Johnson. Johnson is a friend of mine and a model in my school who everyone was looking up to. After sharing my problem to Johnson he told me that he was also having the same problem but with prayers and  firmness he has been resisting the urge for sex.

I was not satisfied with what Johnson told me so I decided to meet Jerry. Jerry is a kind of matured although he do flirt around girls. After sharing my situation to him he told me that he satisfies his feeling by watching porn, playing romantic music and most especially masturbating. 
I was shocked when he told me about masturbation but I was happy cos I thought it was a good idea.

Jessica told the that I broke her heart and that she can't continue with the relationship. I told her sorry and pleaded with her but she said she is no longer interested.

I started playing romantic music and it was satisfying me but after some time I decided to stare at pornographic pictures.

After some time I became addicted to watching porn and playing romantic music. So one of the days Johnson caught me watching porn in the Church. He never wanted to disgrace me so what he did was to give me some advice.. He said that one harm with porn is that as I constantly watch it  one day I will want to experiment it and for the fact I have started watching porn I will find it difficult to stop. I felt bad that day but as soon as I got home it was as if everything Johnson said was nonsense. So I continued.....

I came back from school, I was so weak and no one was at home so I tuned one romantic song of Beyonce and I was also watching porn. immediately I became wet and ready for sex. I don't have any female around even a sibling but I thought of masturbating so I decided to masturbate; I felt okay and relaxed. I started feeling a sensation of sexual satisfaction.

After some time I stopped, I felt quit and ashamed so I promised myself never to do such thing again. But after sometime I felt like doing it again.....thanks for reading join us tomorrow for the next episode..... Pls if you missed the first episode click and visit WWW.teensaflame.blogspot.com then check out for it.

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